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Monday, June 30, 2008

Eternally " just the friend"

so clearly I'm not one of those types that gets on here everyday...I think it's okay though because I'm pretty sure I am the only one reading this.  Ironically, it helps.  Thinking something is totally different then reading it after the fact.  I have found through all of this blogging, that I am somewhat dramatic in the moment.  I don't know that it is necessarily a bad thing though.  I will say that in most cases I hold back more than I wish I did, so if in the passion of one moment I can be overly dramatic... then so be it!  I'll be even for all of the times I didn't say what I wanted to so badly.  Okay, so my mom keeps asking me about my love life....funny I think.  I have been single fOrEvEr...and I mean really.  I just laugh now when anyone asks me who I am dating...bc it never changes!  I am so unbelievably picky, and I hate that!  Honestly, I don't even think that I am so picky, but things just never work out!  I am all for personality over looks, but there has to be an inital attraction to get to that level!  And if that is shallow, then I am sorry!:)  Why is there so much pressure!  I am a chill girl, I need a chill guy.  Easier said then done!  So while all my friends are getting engaged and talking about marriage, I am already clearing space in my closet for the bridesmaid dresses.  Katherine Heigl...27 dresses....welcome to my life!  I kid that I'm going to have to track down all of my bridesmaids by the time I get married...haha or maybe I will just make things easier and elope in Hawaii!  


"Sometimes you have to stand alone to prove that you can still stand." -Anonymous

1 comments:

AmberDenae said...

Haha, yeah prety ironic. Denae was actually my uncles girlfriend at the time I was born and she was french. I guess it's a frech name ? I don't know. I like it though, it's unique and like no one else has it, well besides you :) Pretty neat.

I can relate to your blog. All of my friends are either married, having babies or engaged! I'm still single as well. haha. I'm extremely picky and I just keep praying that God will send me the right one in His timing (which is hopefully not too far off..haha).

Hope you hvae a great day Amber Denae!!